Vodka's House of Fluff and Debauchery

vodkaanddebauchery:

HERE IT IS sebastianastan 

THE FIREFIGHTER BUCKY FIC THAT MY PEOPLE NEEDED

I’M SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG

BUT IT KIND OF GOT OUT OF HAND

REBLOGGING THIS FOR THE DAY CROWD BECAUSE I AM SELF SERVING TRASH

HERE IT IS sebastianastan 

THE FIREFIGHTER BUCKY FIC THAT MY PEOPLE NEEDED

I’M SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG

BUT IT KIND OF GOT OUT OF HAND

Hey guys (whERE DID ALL OF YOU COME FROM) I’m just making a quick post to let y’all know I did NOT forget about Firefighter!Bucky fic (or any of my other fics for that matter) 

and I’m not going to make excuses because I hold myself to a pretty stringent writing/posting schedule but the truth of the matter is for the past month I haven’t been able to make myself write.

In mid-July I started taking a new medication and long story short it made the condition I was taking it for worse. Side effects were chronic insomnia and the worst anxiety I’ve ever felt in my life, and for whatever reason, a lot of the anxiety settled in on writing and fandom. To be frank, it’s made me afraid to write, whether for fear of not being good enough for a brilliantly talented fandom or lack of focus due to lack of sleep…myriad reasons. again, I’m not trying to make excuses for lack of updates.

I’m on the mend and am trying to kick my own ass into writing again, but I still carry a lot of the fear that my writing now is sub-par. For this, I ask your understanding and patience, because I do want to keep writing fic for you guys. Honestly, I’m just afraid that it’s not good enough any more.

But beyond the anxiety, writing makes me happy, and writing things that make readers happy makes it that much sweeter. I’m sorry about all the delays and I’ll try to get some things posted as soon as possible.

sebastianastan:

vodkaanddebauchery:

katevishop:

sebastianastan:

sebastianastan:

i can’t find any firefighter!bucky fics

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Signal boost b/c I now also want the thing

I’M GONNA WRITE THE THING

MY PEOPLE NEED ME

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IT’S GONNA BE UNFORGIVEABLY ROMCOM 

I HOPE THAT’S OKAY

katevishop:

sebastianastan:

sebastianastan:

i can’t find any firefighter!bucky fics

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Signal boost b/c I now also want the thing

I’M GONNA WRITE THE THING

MY PEOPLE NEED ME

A vacation, some conversation, a revelation.

Featuring a ninja OT3

He pulls on the dress and smooths out the fabric, enjoying the way the skirt flares when he shifts and gives an experimental turn, the lovely medium blue tones of the pattern. He always felt he looked best in blue, whether he was being Bucky’s wife or Captain America.

(In which Steve is not cisgendered and body/gender/image issues abound.)

The very fun adventures of two morons who didn’t realize they were Bondmates.

Mata requested Stucky with A/B/O dynamics, specifically alpha!Bucky and omega!Steve.

I’ve never written A/B/O before so….I hope this isn’t going to embarrass me later.

I've been making my way through pretty much all of your Steve/Bucky fics today (which are AMAZING) but I'm still going to be in vehement denial of the sadistic ending of "In the Summer All The Lights Would Shine" until you update, so there's that :)
Anonymous

I’m so glad you’ve been enjoying my humble contributions to this great ship! Except for, of course, that last chapter update, which I don’t think anyone actively ENJOYED. I felt a little bad posting it without any sort of resolution but a new chapter will come in a few days. There is hope, my friend! Thank you for reading ❤️

A bug, some bacon, a big mistake. 

I’m not actively trying to be sadistic.